我真的覺得我不是一個好人。

常常在我不經意的時候，腦子會裏浮現一些壞念頭。。。.如：那個人太吝嗇，誰誰誰不知好歹, 這個寶寶也太醜了吧！我不常把這些說出口，不過有時候還是會不經大腦地脫口而出。讓在場的大家非常難堪。

昨天，可能是氣溫異常，或是還沒睡醒吧，我竟然把收藏多時的一個壞想法說了出來。尷尬呀！當場一陣訝異！真想挖個洞躦進去，卻已經太遲了。禍闖了，船開了，一切已成定局。我的一世英明，毀了！

這次上帝都不會饒我吧。要說幾遍玫瑰珠聖母瑪莉亞才能彌補啊？

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