I've been looking at the photos i have on fb, seems like i've been less and less motivated to whip out the camera in recent years. maybe it's because i am jaded, or perhaps it's just pure laziness, but the new camera i bought a few months ago has been sitting comfortably in the drawer, not seeing the light of day. i'm not even sure which drawer it's in, or whether it has already turned mouldy. i know my boots have recently turned into a mould greenhouse... i recall being trigger happy before, what has changed? i don't even like being photographed anymore, remember how i used to be a camera whore, gummy smile and all? now it's mostly hao-e in pictures not just because i'm a better photographer, but also due to this reluctance i have to appear in photos. i remember going through a phase of hating to be photographed when i was about 5 or 6 years old. either i had my back facing the camera, or i was crying pathetically with mucus running down my n
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