got my letter last night. in monetary terms it was better than i'd expected. i guess i brought it upon myself thru my wilful ways. switching divs was such a relief then, but now, i think i've derailed my prospects. what to do? made that decision, i have to live with it. woohoo... had a prep talk from my colleague after. she meant well, but i wasn't in the mood to listen. it's now really up to me. should i actively suss out projects to do? to do the monkey business of show and tell to bosses? i obviously have no projects this year, so how to show and tell? do i really want to?
3.5 more working days. my mind is on holiday! last evening's kickboxing class totally killed me! i huffed and puffed and threatened to punch my imaginary opponent senseless, but in the end, it was i that suffered, not the air molecules that got knocked around. my body is aching like a 90-year-old who's just completed 100 push-ups. i couldn't sleep last night because of the pain. i had to wake hao-e up to massage my shoulder-blades which were so sore and is still kicking up a ruckus behind me. my gosh! i tis old and feeble.
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