got my letter last night. in monetary terms it was better than i'd expected. i guess i brought it upon myself thru my wilful ways. switching divs was such a relief then, but now, i think i've derailed my prospects. what to do? made that decision, i have to live with it. woohoo... had a prep talk from my colleague after. she meant well, but i wasn't in the mood to listen. it's now really up to me. should i actively suss out projects to do? to do the monkey business of show and tell to bosses? i obviously have no projects this year, so how to show and tell? do i really want to?
Blasting Jay Chou into my ears with my broken ear-phones.. hee. I still love him so much! one of those singers whose songs cause my body to move and groove to the rhythm. just feel like dancing. my interest in mr chou waned though in recent months due to his new gf. i mean she's an improvement over jolin but i still think she's a bit ah... how shall i put it, not very nice. somehow i feel she's mean. not as guai and angelic as she looks. still have a soft spot for ppl who are nice. why can't ppl be nice? i'm trying to be nice. (my new mantra - " Be nice ") haha. i mean people who know me from before know i'm quite harsh and critical and unforgiving. so nice has got be a NEW mantra for me. Next thing you know, i'll be meditating in a nunnery atop a mountain with a thousand steps cut into it. every morning i'll be climbing down those steps to fetch a pail of water... and jack and i will fall down the hill with the pail and all... yikes, ...
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