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It has been getting harder and harder to pry meself outta bed each morning. it must be the heat. wait, did i hear mumurs from you claiming i said the same thing when it was cold?! no wait, further whispers heard all round of "it's pure laziness plus the age-factor"!? wait wait, i exclaim! i'm not old. may not win the most hardworking crown but i ain't THAT lazy. but it's the truth, i am finding it difficult to get out of bed. not that we have new 500-thread count 5-star hotel standard type of plush feather pillows/bedding. my pillow costs a mere $20. comforter costs $150 from 2 years ago. bedsheets are those chewed by my dog, bought when we first got our bedok flat. so what is the reason for this lethargy?

i recently woke up remembering a dream - i don't usually remember anything, i'm a good sleeper, i don't usually wake up at night for anything, not even the loudest thunder, i can be carted off to the sahara desert and i wouldn't know, really - the dream included people at work and the things i was supposed to do at work the next day. pooh. could i be dreaming about work? i probably have the most relaxing job at present. no work pressure, no long hours... although i do have 4 bosses to "take care" of. so why is it featuring in my dreams? is that what's keeping me from resting properly and waking up refreshed after >6 hours of sleep?!

now that i think about it, i have the most restful sleep on friday and saturday nights. blissful, uninterrupted sleep. how is it possible i can stress about unimportant stuff like work?!

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