Realised that my blog entries were mostly sad/disturbed/whiny/frustrated, or neutral. so this shall be my first happy entry ^^
Last week, work was quite pleasant, due to the absence of a particular mister eight-legged creature, (who's unfortunately back in my life at present..) this week, the creature has added 8 more legs as his able deputy has gone on hols. as i would like to believe (and have been trying to convince myself to), life goes on whether you are happy or sad, so let's just look on the bright side, and hang on...
on friday, went for a haircut at randy's. he cut off most of my hair as i sat there complaining about my life, and receiving consolation from all the staff there in return. so now hair is quite short, till tie-able but the pony has loss much bulk from its tail, as the hair has been severely thinned and layered. the colour has also been changed to an orangey shade of brown, which is just the hue that i like. thanks randy, you know me so well.
as usual, the weekend passed too quickly for my liking. and all too soon, the fun was over and monday came. this time though, depression set in at about 10pm last night, when it finally dawned on me that monday was looming and the week was not going to be easy ahead. as fr john paul said last sunday, sometimes we are 'surviving' each week, and not really living it. i don't just want to survive. i want to be happy to be alive. there's a marked difference in that. anyways, so i was depressed. and then i woke up twice at night because it was too warm, (it was so so hot, like 40 deg celcius i think yesterday) and i had 2 nightmares, one where hao-e was upset with me over a pair of spectacles and the other because of work. btw, for those who don't already know, yours truly suffer from nightmares about work. i think i worry too much about it. such a waste of time and energy, this worrying. i'm trying desperately to take things a little easier and lighter, in the hope that i won't be so stressed about it and maybe i can grow to like certain aspects of it.
ah well.. the nightmares go on, so does my life, the earth doesn't stop spinning, so i shall stop dwelling on the things. gotten through monday, so there's 4 more days left to the next weekend. things can only get better right?
Last week, work was quite pleasant, due to the absence of a particular mister eight-legged creature, (who's unfortunately back in my life at present..) this week, the creature has added 8 more legs as his able deputy has gone on hols. as i would like to believe (and have been trying to convince myself to), life goes on whether you are happy or sad, so let's just look on the bright side, and hang on...
on friday, went for a haircut at randy's. he cut off most of my hair as i sat there complaining about my life, and receiving consolation from all the staff there in return. so now hair is quite short, till tie-able but the pony has loss much bulk from its tail, as the hair has been severely thinned and layered. the colour has also been changed to an orangey shade of brown, which is just the hue that i like. thanks randy, you know me so well.
as usual, the weekend passed too quickly for my liking. and all too soon, the fun was over and monday came. this time though, depression set in at about 10pm last night, when it finally dawned on me that monday was looming and the week was not going to be easy ahead. as fr john paul said last sunday, sometimes we are 'surviving' each week, and not really living it. i don't just want to survive. i want to be happy to be alive. there's a marked difference in that. anyways, so i was depressed. and then i woke up twice at night because it was too warm, (it was so so hot, like 40 deg celcius i think yesterday) and i had 2 nightmares, one where hao-e was upset with me over a pair of spectacles and the other because of work. btw, for those who don't already know, yours truly suffer from nightmares about work. i think i worry too much about it. such a waste of time and energy, this worrying. i'm trying desperately to take things a little easier and lighter, in the hope that i won't be so stressed about it and maybe i can grow to like certain aspects of it.
ah well.. the nightmares go on, so does my life, the earth doesn't stop spinning, so i shall stop dwelling on the things. gotten through monday, so there's 4 more days left to the next weekend. things can only get better right?
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