An exciting thing is happening in my life, something I've always wanted for the last 2 years and 10 months, has finally happened. I must admit I wasn't initially very happy, which led to a binge at greg's steakhouse on friday night after receiving the package. There were a lot of things on my mind, and a lot of the anxiety was brought on by bad memories of me signing my life away almost 10 years ago! would I be repeating the same mistake this time around? would i regret this decision just as I did 6 years ago? am i being too hasty and taking the first offer on the plate? would i lose this chance, and never get another similar to it? i was a wreck, nervous one too. what else to do but to pray? it's beyond me now, and if it's God's will, then i will be happy with it. I leave this up to Him.
Will update everyone if there's any good news.
Will update everyone if there's any good news.
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